Well...a lot has happened the past few days. Katrina's 17th birthday was on the 13th (Wednesday), and we had a party for her at Ashleigh's uncle's (?) beach house in Madison. It was really fun and turned out awesome. The people there were - Me, Dan, Holly, Ash, Jen, Kat, Cassie, Josh, TJ, and Will. I won't go into too much detail =) So we all sleptover there except Dan left at like 1 am. because he had work in the morning =( So overall, that was the best night in a long time. We must do it more often. Then TJ brought like all of us home the next afternoon. I think it was really nice because all of my friends and more people were there and we all got along, and i missed it being me, cassie , holl, kat n ash all together. God..i hadn't seen Ashleigh all summer up until then.


So the day after that, i had to go out to return a movie at Tommy K's and i decided to stop at Stanley T. Williams lol because Dan was working there and i missed him so much. Yeah, um that didn't work too well because he was too busy to see me lol. After that i think he came over for a little while and then i went back to his house to eat dinner and we went out to rent a movie. We watched it, and after that was nice....then he brought me home. I remember it was raining too haha.


Today, i went over Rachel's house and then we went out to rent yet another movie. The lady almost didn't let me because i wasn't listed under the account and i wasn't 18 so i couldn't add myself. Oh well, she ended up letting us. Then we went to Mobil to buy junk food lol and once again i messed up the cedit card thing and it was embarassing because Rachel likes the kid working there, Dave his name is. Whatever...he's kind of snotty if you ask me. Sooo we went back to her house and stuff and blah blah hung out, and now i'm back here. Tonight my Dad, brother, and his friend Billy are all going to Virginia for some fireworks thing i think. So me and my mom will be alone here all weekend. For some reason i get the vibe that she's either mad or disappointed in me for some reason, but who knows. I'm fine, there's nothing to be mad at me for.


A couple things on my mind - Dan (how much i love him), How good the Ashlee Simpson cd is - i'm listening to it on The Leak on mtv.com. - and what in the world i'm going to do tomorrow, hopefully see my sweetie. If anyone actually read this whole thing, i will be amazed !


EDiT: I forgot to write and say that Kristi and I saw The Notebook ! It was sooo good. It was adorable and made me realize how much more i love dan than i ever even knew. It was just such a sweet and romantic movie, i think i will buy it when it comes out!

I've been doing so much lately i don't even remember what i did each day. I haven't really updated about what's been going on in a while. The past 3 days Cassie, prettiiful and i have been together constantly. I love it, it's just like when we were little and she would spend a week sleeping over my house at a time. So we basically just drove around looking for something to do, and bought french vanilla coffee coolattas, yum. We rented some retarded movies; Monster and S.I.C.K.. Monster was good um if you like lesbian serial killers lol and don't see SICK, it was just...bad. Then The Butterfly Effect, which was weird. Dan brought me and Cassie to Tommy K's and Boston Market yesterday lol and i got cheese and barbeque sauce on him by accident and he got all upset haha. Tonight around 9, i'm hanging out with Kristi because she gets out of work then. I miss her so much, she's a great friend. And i suppose that's about all that's happening! ( I think it's going to rain =( )

-♥-

I hate my friends. They suck. I don't want to be Holly's friend anymore. I'm sick of her. She isn't a real friend. It's just like ... what the fuck is wrong with you. She doesn't give two shits about me and katrina and it's pretty obvious. All the shit shes been doing the past few months. If she were a real friend she would have wanted to see us and made the effort. She would have included us in activities which she included our other friends in. I'm so sick of this...it's like a battle just to be her friend. If that's how its going to be, then i'm done. I don't need her and she doesn't need me. We can just part ways and soon enough we won't even know the difference of being one another's friend, or not. I don't care i hate who she has become. I never would have wanted to be friends with her if she was like this back then. EVER. (By the way, if you're reading this, and don't like what you see, click the x; it's my journal.) I never thought it would have come to this, but i don't think i can continue being her friend. And TJ is obviously a bad influence on her...ever since shes been hanging around him she turned into a drunken bitch-slut. *puke* EWWWWW. [/rant]

Just a little update about what's been going on and everything. I saw White Chicks with Rachel the other day and it was really funny. Her birthday was the 25th so Happy Birthday Rach! Umm it's actually Summer and it's starting to sink in.


I'm glad the 4th of July is coming up because since my dad is into fireworks and all that...it should be good. Every 4th of July the past few years has been fun; too bad we're not having another party this year...i kind of wish we were, those were awesome.


Last night i went to see the Branford fireworks just like everyone and their mother. They were alright, ehh not that good though. So i didn't go with any of my friends because they were all whatever. And i got home late so i guess that meant i couldn't hang out with any of them. I wanted to drive to Dan's house at like 12 but his mom wouldn't let him haha. Go figure...


- ♥ -
Ashley


EDIT: I just wanted to say that i found some old conversations that dan and i had; and i love my boyfriend more than anything in the whole world !!!! =)

Today is rainy and terrible, so no beach. I feel blah.. and gross. I hate these days. I don't like people. At all. Dan keeps having to go everytime i talk to him and it's really annoying. Why can't we ever have a conversation longer than 5 minutes without being interrupted. I am just not in a very good mood. Everything is upsetting me, and i'm not content.


( My horoscope today.. )

CONGRATULATIONS DAN! I love you so much, and i'm proud of all of the hard work you put into school all the time. I now realize it was worth it (okay, so you could have slacked off a little bit more =) but good job none the less.)I really can't believe how fast the years fly by..in 1 year i, myself, will be graduating. That's nuts, i am in no way ready. So tonight Rachel and i will be going to the graduation at 6:30. Also, congratulations to my cousin Donald!!! Except it's his 8th grade graduation. Good job Don!!!


Then tomorrow it's probably off to the beach (?)


- ♥ -
ashley


CONGRATULATIONS DAN AND DONALD ! ! !

Happy Fathers Day to my dad even though he won't read this. I helped my mom clean all day...it was fun. I did bad on my SATS, don't ask me what my score was because chances are i won't and don't want to tell you. I think i'm going to John Leone's house later with my dad and dan to watch a drive in movie. Tuesday i'm supposed to go to the beach, yay! =]That's about all i'll update about for now. - ♥ -


ps: Anyone want to buy the new NFG cd for cheap? IM me on roxiebabi, thx.

Why am i such a bitch? I think that i have a good reason to be and then afterwards i feel terrible and guilty. I have to stop doing this ...it's not going to get me anywhere, and it's making me depressed.

On another note, tonight i'm not doing anything (hey, what a surprise). Today was the last day of junior year. So i guess technically i'm a senior now, but i never go by that. I wouldn't really say i'm a senior until back to school. I really get nostalgic thinking of like last year, or even the year before..everything was so much...better..i hope something changes because i really need some action in my life, things are pretty dull.