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update on life

2006-11-01T15:21:56Z

So a LOT has happened since i last wrote in here.

Well Dan and I officially broke up over the summer. DOn't want to go into detail but that was basically the hardest thing i've ever had to go through in my entire life but i'm proud of myself for getting over it. I realized that I am better than most people and i have better morals. Also, Dan isn't that nice of a person and I don't like that.

Met someone off myspace....never again....stayed at our house for a month and i got like really depressed and got bad grades in class, sucked. Now he's in jail, go figure.

Went to a club in boston with one of my best friends to meet her boyfriend that lives there n we had a really fun time.

End of september i got an 01 pearl white spyder eclipse, it's hotttt n i love it.

I just got a job at Friendlys but i start tomorrow and have to get trained then hopefully when i start to be a server i will get tips! Cuz i'm pretty much broke now at evergreen.

I'm going to see Australian Pink Floyd in december n i'm soooo excited cuz last year they were so great. I went to a bunch of concerts this year and i'm seeing Eighteen Visions <3 and Hinder in November. Yayyyy

More updates later...

a_tainted_love @ 2006-02-12T13:48:00

2006-02-12T18:49:51Z

so there's about a foot of snow outside now. work was canceled ;) I watched Saw again this morning but it was supposed to be Saw 2...damn. So my classes were good last semester, all A's and B's...not too shabby. I hate one of my classes now, philosophy. Oh well i gotta suck it up.

my puppy lily, she's so cute

LiLY<3

2005-11-26T19:09:28Z

hi i got a puppy. her name is Lily. she is half dachsund and half yorkie! She's so tiny and only 3 months old.

`FRiENDS ONLY`

2004-07-19T16:50:09Z

LOCKED.

COMMENT TO BE ADDED.

you've got me heels over head, you've got me easy...

2004-07-16T04:43:23Z

Well...a lot has happened the past few days. Katrina's 17th birthday was on the 13th (Wednesday), and we had a party for her at Ashleigh's uncle's (?) beach house in Madison. It was really fun and turned out awesome. The people there were - Me, Dan, Holly, Ash, Jen, Kat, Cassie, Josh, TJ, and Will. I won't go into too much detail =) So we all sleptover there except Dan left at like 1 am. because he had ~~work~~ in the morning =( So overall, that was the best night in a long time. We must do it more often. Then TJ brought like all of us home the next afternoon. I think it was really nice because all of my friends and more people were there and we all got along, and i missed it being me, cassie , holl, kat n ash all together. God..i hadn't seen Ashleigh all summer up until then.

So the day after that, i had to go out to return a movie at Tommy K's and i decided to stop at Stanley T. Williams lol because Dan was working there and i missed him so much. Yeah, um that didn't work too well because he was too busy to see me lol. After that i think he came over for a little while and then i went back to his house to eat dinner and we went out to rent a movie. We watched it, and after that was nice....then he brought me home. I remember it was raining too haha.

Today, i went over Rachel's house and then we went out to rent yet another movie. The lady almost didn't let me because i wasn't listed under the account and i wasn't 18 so i couldn't add myself. Oh well, she ended up letting us. Then we went to Mobil to buy junk food lol and once again i messed up the cedit card thing and it was embarassing because Rachel likes the kid working there, Dave his name is. Whatever...he's kind of snotty if you ask me. Sooo we went back to her house and stuff and blah blah hung out, and now i'm back here. Tonight my Dad, brother, and his friend Billy are all going to Virginia for some fireworks thing i think. So me and my mom will be alone here all weekend. For some reason i get the vibe that she's either mad or disappointed in me for some reason, but who knows. I'm fine, there's nothing to be mad at me for.

A couple things on my mind - Dan (how much i love him), How good the Ashlee Simpson cd is - i'm listening to it on The Leak on mtv.com. - and what in the world i'm going to do tomorrow, hopefully see my sweetie. If anyone actually read this whole thing, i will be amazed !

EDiT: I forgot to write and say that Kristi and I saw The Notebook ! It was sooo good. It was adorable and made me realize how much more i love dan than i ever even knew. It was just such a sweet and romantic movie, i think i will buy it when it comes out!

i think about your face and how i fall into your eyes

2004-07-12T20:30:42Z

I've been doing so much lately i don't even remember what i did each day. I haven't really updated about what's been going on in a while. The past 3 days Cassie, prettiiful and i have been together constantly. I love it, it's just like when we were little and she would spend a week sleeping over my house at a time. So we basically just drove around looking for something to do, and bought french vanilla coffee coolattas, yum. We rented some retarded movies; Monster and S.I.C.K.. Monster was good um if you like lesbian serial killers lol and don't see SICK, it was just...bad. Then The Butterfly Effect, which was weird. Dan brought me and Cassie to Tommy K's and Boston Market yesterday lol and i got cheese and barbeque sauce on him by accident and he got all upset haha. Tonight around 9, i'm hanging out with Kristi because she gets out of work then. I miss her so much, she's a great friend. And i suppose that's about all that's happening! ( I think it's going to rain =( )

-♥-

LalAlala

2004-07-09T22:16:41Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAN !

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear daniel, happy birthday to you!

wow i'm really gay lol.

Go to BlogThings.com

2004-07-06T20:02:44Z

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!

You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.

You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.

Your negative traits:

You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.

You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...

You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.

Your ideal partner:

A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.

Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.

Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.

Your dating style:

Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.

Your seduction style:

Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.

Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.

Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.

Tips for the future:

Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.

Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.

Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.

Best place to meet someone online:

Platinum Romance - the best place to meet other singles who love romance as much as you do

Best color to attract mate: Green

Best day for a date: Wednesday

Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

Being Bored....

2004-07-04T17:06:46Z

[ x ] Wallet - Brown Tilt w/ monkey on it.
[ x ] Hairbrush - I have like 5.
[ x ] Toothbrush - Clear green plastic.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - My heart necklace from Dan, rings (change every day), and occasional bracelets.
[ x ] Pillow cover - Leopard print.
[ x ] Coffee Cup - I don't have one...
[ x ] Sunglasses - Big clear/pink ones.
[ x ] Underwear - Stripes lol
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - Love Spell and Hawaiian Ginger sprays.
[ x ] Tattoos - Zero..
[ x ] Piercings - 3 in each ear but i only use one in each, and my cartilage closed up haha. I want my lip done..but looks like i have to wait till' i'm 18.
[ x ] In my mouth - Saliva.
[ x ] In my head - CKY coming from my brother's room.
[ x ] Wishing - Dan was holding me.
[ x ] After this - Calling Dan and taking a shower.
[ x ] Fetishes - umm..piercings, shaggy hair, nice eyes.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - DAN =)
[ x ] Next to you - A lot of shit lol.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Requiem for a Dream, Sixteen Candles, Thirteen, Big Girls Don't Cry
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - South Carolina with Cass.
[ x ] The last thing you ate - little donuts lol holly
[ x ] Something that you are afraid of - Losing people...
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes.
[ x ] Do you like incense - yes.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - I've tasted mine , but i don't think i LIKE it...
[ x ] Do you believe in love - Yeahhh.
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - It's possible.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - Not really..
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - Yes.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - Yes.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - Eep... i have no idea.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - I don't like a lot of people...i don't think i have any enemies though.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a baby panda lol dan
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - Only like 6 am.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - A little bit.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Half dollars are coOlLLllll lol i used to collect them.........
[ x ] What are some of your favorite animals - Kittens, puppies, chinchillas, anything cute.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - That we're not all that different from eachother.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - Why people exist ?
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - ummm i don't really know.

FIRSTS:
First best friend: Justin Wentworth
First real memory of something: The day my brother was born, i was wearing a purple skirt and was at my grandmas house and we went to the hospital to see him.
First funeral: Never.
First Crush: Scott Rusconi
First pet(s): Cat named "Kitty", Fish named Frankie and Tag.
First credit card: None yet.
First enemy: Don't know.
First big trip: Wildwood, NJ ...OoOoOoo.
First play/musical/performance: My dance recital when i was like 3 or something.

LASTS:
Last kiss: a few days ago.
Last good cry: Yesterday, with Holly and Katrina.
Last library book checked out: No idea.
Last movie seen at movie theater: White Chicks.
Last beverage drank: Water.
Last food consumed: donuts.
Last tv show watched: Some shit on comedy central.
Last time showered: 2 days ago, yes i'm dirtyyyyy.
Last cd played: A mix.
Last disappointment: Chick's doesn't take credit cards lol.
Last soda drank: Diet coke...b4 mono drank it ha.
Last website visited: www.livejournal.com
Three things you are often complimented for: My eyes, sense of humor and how i do my make up.
You get embarrassed when: I am forced to talk/be with people i don't want to be with. I really think i have social anxiety problems.

YES OR NO
You keep a journal: Yes.
You like to cook: Sort of.
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: no.
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: My clock yeah.
You believe in love: Yes.

DO YOU...?
Take a shower every day: Yes, with the exception of yesterday.
Have any crushes: Yes.
Think you know you've been in love: Yes.
Have any tattoos/where?: Nope.
Piercings/where?: Didn't i already say this?
Think you're a health freak: No way.
Get along with your parents: Most of the time.

RANDOM
Screen Name: roxie babi
Sign: Libra.
Natural Hair Color: Brown
Current Hair Color: Brown/red highlights
Eye Color: Blue
Birthplace: Yale, New Haven

FAVORITES
Number: 13
Color: Pink, Black
Day: December 25th
Month: December & July
Song: As of now, Memory by Sugarcult.
Food: Chicken & pasta.
Season: Winter.
Drink: Waterrrrr.
Vegetable: I like peppers.

PREFERENCES
Cuddle or Make Out: CUDDLE !!
Chocolate Milk or Hot Chocolate: Chocolate milk.
Dark or White Chocolate: Dark.
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate mostly.

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
Cried: Yes.
Helped Someone: Yes.
Bought Something: Yes.
Gotten Sick: No.
Gone to the Movies: Nope.
Gone out for Dinner: No..
Said "I love you": Yeah.
Written a real letter: No.
Talked to an ex: No.
Missed an ex: No.
Written in a journal: Yeah.
Had a serious talk: Yes.
Missed Someone: Yeah.
Hugged Someone: Yeah.
Kissed Someone: Nope.

What a relief!

2004-07-04T15:56:33Z

Things are much better now =)

FRIENDS SUCK.

2004-07-02T04:28:32Z

I hate my friends. They suck. I don't want to be Holly's friend anymore. I'm sick of her. She isn't a real friend. It's just like ... what the fuck is wrong with you. She doesn't give two shits about me and katrina and it's pretty obvious. All the shit shes been doing the past few months. If she were a real friend she would have wanted to see us and made the effort. She would have included us in activities which she included our other friends in. I'm so sick of this...it's like a battle just to be her friend. If that's how its going to be, then i'm done. I don't need her and she doesn't need me. We can just part ways and soon enough we won't even know the difference of being one another's friend, or not. I don't care i hate who she has become. I never would have wanted to be friends with her if she was like this back then. EVER. (By the way, if you're reading this, and don't like what you see, click the x; it's my journal.) I never thought it would have come to this, but i don't think i can continue being her friend. And TJ is obviously a bad influence on her...ever since shes been hanging around him she turned into a drunken bitch-slut. *puke* EWWWWW. [/rant]

Good Morning =)

2004-06-27T16:11:19Z

Just a little update about what's been going on and everything. I saw White Chicks with Rachel the other day and it was really funny. Her birthday was the 25th so Happy Birthday Rach! Umm it's actually Summer and it's starting to sink in.

I'm glad the 4th of July is coming up because since my dad is into fireworks and all that...it should be good. Every 4th of July the past few years has been fun; too bad we're not having another party this year...i kind of wish we were, those were awesome.

Last night i went to see the Branford fireworks just like everyone and their mother. They were alright, ehh not that good though. So i didn't go with any of my friends because they were all whatever. And i got home late so i guess that meant i couldn't hang out with any of them. I wanted to drive to Dan's house at like 12 but his mom wouldn't let him haha. Go figure...

- ♥ -
Ashley

EDIT: I just wanted to say that i found some old conversations that dan and i had; and i love my boyfriend more than anything in the whole world !!!! =)

bleh

2004-06-22T19:30:33Z

Today is rainy and terrible, so no beach. I feel blah.. and gross. I hate these days. I don't like people. At all. Dan keeps having to go everytime i talk to him and it's really annoying. Why can't we ever have a conversation longer than 5 minutes without being interrupted. I am just not in a very good mood. Everything is upsetting me, and i'm not content.

There's nothing wrong with mixing work and pleasure, unless what you really need is rest. Lots and lots of rest. Once you've gotten that out of the way, you can tackle other things. Right now it would feel good to drop everything and help somebody else. Why not follow that urge? Not only will it make you feel good, but your support will be valuable to certain people who are about to give up hope. The more you give, the more points you get. You can cash them in now or redeem them in the future.

DAN IS GRADUATING TODAY...

2004-06-21T16:19:42Z

CONGRATULATIONS DAN! I love you so much, and i'm proud of all of the hard work you put into school all the time. I now realize it was worth it (okay, so you could have slacked off a little bit more =) but good job none the less.)I really can't believe how fast the years fly by..in 1 year i, myself, will be graduating. That's nuts, i am in no way ready. So tonight Rachel and i will be going to the graduation at 6:30. Also, congratulations to my cousin Donald!!! Except it's his 8th grade graduation. Good job Don!!!

Then tomorrow it's probably off to the beach (?)

- ♥ -
ashley

CONGRATULATIONS DAN AND DONALD ! ! !

hi

2004-06-20T20:07:18Z

Happy Fathers Day to my dad even though he won't read this. I helped my mom clean all day...it was fun. I did bad on my SATS, don't ask me what my score was because chances are i won't and don't want to tell you. I think i'm going to John Leone's house later with my dad and dan to watch a drive in movie. Tuesday i'm supposed to go to the beach, yay! =]That's about all i'll update about for now. - ♥ -

ps: Anyone want to buy the new NFG cd for cheap? IM me on roxiebabi, thx.

jshdfldsfgj

2004-06-18T22:36:12Z

Why am i such a bitch? I think that i have a good reason to be and then afterwards i feel terrible and guilty. I have to stop doing this ...it's not going to get me anywhere, and it's making me depressed.

On another note, tonight i'm not doing anything (hey, what a surprise). Today was the last day of junior year. So i guess technically i'm a senior now, but i never go by that. I wouldn't really say i'm a senior until back to school. I really get nostalgic thinking of like last year, or even the year before..everything was so much...better..i hope something changes because i really need some action in my life, things are pretty dull.

Sorry guys, after this i won't post any more of these things

2004-06-17T17:13:34Z

ummmmmmm just something to say

2004-06-16T21:59:00Z

statement of the day:

STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE, YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE.

I ♥ kat

um k

2004-06-14T23:23:02Z

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2004-06-12T22:07:13Z

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dan is a jerk

2004-06-12T22:05:40Z

fuck you, you are so mean...

Day After Blink

2004-06-06T15:49:17Z

All i have to say is that i love Blink182 and i honestly don't care if you have a problem with them! The concert was fucking awesome! TBS didn't go =\ But The Living End was there but we didn't really hear them because we came in a little late. So it was me, Holly, Vicky, Frankie, and Donald. I was disappointed Matt couldn't go =( It was at the Meadows in Hartford and so it was all open like kinda outside and our seats were center but a little further back. Still good seats though. And so The Used was up before Blink, and they were awesome but their set wasn't long at all. I love Bert , and his laugh is so fucking adorable. Might i add that their food is fucking rediculously expensive. $7 for fries and like $8 for a beer. So i spent my money on food and drinks instead of a shirt haha. Oh yeah there were Trojan guys giving out free condoms as samples lmao..they were giving them to even like 11 yr old boys haha ANYWAYS...Blink came on and i was freaking out like a little teeny bopper lol i was liek acting retarded and this girl in front of this was talking about me cuz i think i was getting too close to her lol but SCREW HER. And it was awesome they played old songs as well as the new ones..and OH YES, Travis went like underground like with his drums and it like transported him to this section in the center of the place so he was like isolated and Holly grabbed me and we ran down there and were almost right next to him and he looked soo like perfect..we could read his tattoos, and hear the actual drums without the speakers, and he looked amazing, he's such a great drummer, and he's so fucking fast, his talent is fucking amazing. So overall i had a fucking blast and that is probably one of my favorite concerts i've ever been to if not the best one. That's all i have to say! <3333

PROM PICTURES

2004-05-29T21:11:19Z

I know, so they are a little late (from May 7th), and there are only 3 uploaded hahaha because they took forever to load, but anyways, here are the

Saturday Morning

2004-05-29T15:16:29Z

umm yeah so dan is gone today and then again tomorrow ;( What am i to do ...It's only like 11 and i have all day to do something but for some reason i have a feeling it might be a pointless day sitting around home. I hope not! hmmm...who knows....i want him to be here so much though! Oh well...nothing i can do to change that.

i am sooo luckyyy

2004-05-25T23:25:04Z

TOMORROW I GET TO MEET NEW FOUND GLORY!!!!!! I GOT SOUND CHECK PARTY PASSES WOO WOO!! I'M SO PSYCHED....THIS IS GOING TO BE AWESOME... ♥